ciindy

2011-10-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

so new sem started.

as expected here to blog cuz i have things to rant about.

damn these few days have been really bad.

i am a sensitive person. in fact and OVERLY sensitive one.

i thought the new class was gna be great but i guess not.

its another start of facing new ppl, new personalities and much more.

friends i tot i could kinda depend on have their own cliques too.

may its just pms, or just all these negativity around.

didnt start the new sem well.

only 2 days of school and i am SERIOUSLY dreading it.

i wish the holiday nvr ended, and all i worry about was just dance, and nothing else.

i need to buck up.

to survive through this horrible shit.

for i am not so weak.

this will can better. I can only hope so.

gonna try survive through the next few weeks with thoughts of DREAMS and GEM.

overly sensitive, the need to be assured,insecurities, and the place i truly belong.

cindy

2011-08-21T02:03:00.001+08:00

So last day of sem 2.1 was ystd.
Only blogging now cuz last nite was just crappy.
Anyway, alst day of school = last final ssm day. This subject ssm, made me went thru so much. Wake up early at 5am evry friday, panicking on all thurs nights. But at the end of the 17 weeks, i miss it. Yes it was tough, tiring, and stressful. Yet it allowed me to learn so much! Gain experience which we can never get from anywhr else. Really thankful to all the service instructors, from the bottom of my heart. LOVED our friday grp as well, we might have the smallest number of ppl, but we have the biggest achievements! HAHAHA! working together as a team is not easy, but we pulled through. Gna miss evryone. Nxt sem, culinary science, back at tca, CNT WAIT!
Mature through obstacles. this is how we grow. Take pride.

Ps: i miss dancing. Very badly.

Cindy.(:

2011-05-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

new semester. i swear its damn stressful.

a total different change from last year.

modules are totally another level.

only 1 month into sch and i feel that im lagging behind,

so many things to do, and i am so stressed.

i cnt wait for the semester to be over.

dance trainings are my only way out.

2011-04-24T20:15:00.003+08:00

School reopens tmr!

new class, new semester, new modules.

nearly two months of holidays. but it most of it was spent on dance, GEM6, TRDO.

i can proudly say my holidays were very well spent.

tiring, but its something i truely love.

no regrets.

look forward!

TRDO

2011-04-24T20:04:00.002+08:00

TRDO heats was ystd.

team mates from Arrakis. thanks for all of them that went thru this journey with me.

3 weeks, straight after gem6.

im grateful that im in this team.

though we didn't get in to finals. but im proud to go through this journey.

for the experience for the inspirations.

2011-04-22T02:01:00.003+08:00

DANCE

Today i will dance, and at once i will feel alive.

Today i will dance; life’s too short for walking.

Today i will dance, for i am bigger than my troubles.

Today i will dance, and my heart will move to the beat.

Today i will dance, and my body will reveal my soul.

Today i will dance,will you?

TPDE GEMS 6!

2011-04-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

TPDE GEMS 6: Celebrating Life, Celebrating Dance!

TPDE GEM 6 production was over on saturday, 2 april.

Im still suffering frm the withdrawal symptoms.

missing it so badly.

tears were shed after the show, mayb becuz of the hardwork,effort and time we put in.

when we realise we were able to touched the audience's heart, thts when we know we had succeed.

so many ppl to thank for this wonderful journey.

ryan, and anan for making the concert happen, for nvr giving up on us.

marcus, shirlyn n ah foong for letting me be in their items, for letting me the chance to reach out to the audience with their beautiful choreography.

all the dancers (u noe who u are), the ppl tht cared, that pei me thru this wonderful and memorable journey.

and all the ppl tht came to support the show, genuinely hope u enjoyed it.

GEM 6 was an awesome journey tht i will nvr forget in my life.

I LOVE TPDE, I LOVE DANCE!!!

Disappointment

2011-03-23T23:47:00.001+08:00

Disappointed in myself..
Left with less than to gems.
And today's training with ryan was just...
I let silly things an emotions get to me when i danced..affected me so badly..
I hope things will go well.. Really..
Reflections and alot of thinking needs to be done...

2011-03-17T00:42:00.003+08:00

there is alot of things im gna start to ignore..

no energy to go care and entertain.

even if it means that im gna end up standing alone.

Stay strong.

2011-03-15T23:07:00.004+08:00

realised some stuff today. evryone is gg through different shit.

but aiyar...gna try to stay out of all the shit..

previous drama caused enough damage, i hate those stuff.

i mean, dance jiu dance, dun need worry so much.

isn't it more complicated if the conflicts gets to you more than dancing?

i mean, yeah, its gna be very difficult to just ignore certain stuff and dun care, cuz most of the time it gets to you.

but then again, after u can let go and dun care, its gna be alot easier, less tiring, more happy.

the previous conflict taught me quite some stuffs..

so impactful tht i will think about it evrytime i wna say smth...

it allowed me to see things alot clearer too.

i guess wat matters in the end is how evryone handles it, some trash it out, some keep inside.

but some ppl are just lik these, evryone one will think they are right, no one is gna admit they are wrong, we are humans, nobody will ever think of themselves as the bad person right frm the start.

evryone has a part of the story.

and i dun think anyone shud try to force anyone to compromise..sure its alot more difficult to solve things, but the side that compromise will feel like shit..

so well, we should be glad we can dance, i know i am, cuz dancing always makes it better,

takes away alot of stress from school work, thts how it suppose to be. not to add on to the trouble.

no point trying to entertain other ppl and end up getting hurt.too lazy, too tiring.

dance hard, dance well, ENJOY DANCE, celebrate for the fact tht we can dance!!!

2011-03-15T02:22:00.001+08:00

I need to learn to close one eye, to learn tht ppl will always look at ur negatives, learn tht life nvr goes ur way,learn to trust with guard, most importantly, learn tht even if ppl hurt u,push u down, u gotta stand up by urself,cuz no one is truely able to help u, only urself.

GEMS6 is less than 3 weeks away!! Gotta work harder, push harder,train harder and dance harder!! JIAYOU!

2011-03-04T17:58:00.003+08:00

fine all is me.

evryth is my fucking fault.

all u noe is to say say say.

i was not wrong, of cuz i will defend myself.

just becuz u are my parents i have to keep my mouth shut and let u put all blame on me?

point finger at me. restricting evryth tht i do.

every single thing! nvr once was i able to do anyth for myself.

what ever i do its always wrong. fine u are always right. watever.

i wish i was nvr born.

my temper bad?

i nvr change?

fuck u. u nvr seen my goods.NEVER.

always finding my wrong.

then im sorry im not the perfect daughter. i will nvr be then.

only noe how to tell me to: ask myself, listen, admit.
is evryth my fault? have u ever listen to me without blowing up 1st?

who says that just becuz u are the parent then u will ALWAYS be right?

fine all is me, im selfish, mean, irresponsible, rude, unreasonable, happy?

i hope u are, right now i feel like shit, i hope u are happy for making feel like shit.

dun ever blame anyone else, ur are my parents and i can nvr share my troubles with u,

ever wonder why? oh well thts becuz u NEVER listen before.

forget it.

life sucks.

cindy.

SCOLDING CINDY TAY!

2011-02-27T02:02:00.001+08:00

Wake up!!!!!!
What is wrong u with u?
Nth will happen if u sit down and dun work hard! Be it studies, dance or other things. Always claiming u tried. Did you? Or r u just saying it to make urself feel better? Looking at ppl ard improve day by day, moving forward all the time. Yet u just sit and be amused. Nth will happen if u dun work hard! Evry success comes from hard work!! Ppl buck up, wake up and move on, yet u are still here, AT THE SAME POSITION!! help urself i u wan improve! Dun say and no actions! Dun work hard just for show! WORK HARD FOR NO ONE BUT URSELF!!!!! its time to wake up and level up! Dun be satisfied with only one small success, aim higher! UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?!

-internal self-

2011-02-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

so its confirm tht i cnt go australia.

im not like gna be selfish and act like some brat.

but i dun expect u to come and tell me im not using my brains.

no matter wat the situation, u no need to raise ur voice at me.

im not born to let u shout at.

haii...i alrdy have nth left to say.

cried, emo, angry. been thr done that.

i mean i get it if u tell me tht we dun have enuf to go.

im fine wih tht. not the things lik u refuse to let me go.

nvr once have u both ever use a nicer tone to talk things out.

fuck. evryth sucks. i dun wan ppl to pity me.

tht just makes evryth worse. thts y i rant here.

nth has been gg well recently. nth.

in addition to this, u wan to stop me frm dancing.

stop me frm evryth, restrict evryth tht i do.

for the last fucking time, im gg to turn 18 this yr. not 3.

i will not be restricted forever.

i said before and will say agn. its like a rubberband, the more u stretch the more pain u receive in the end.

i dun even noe wat im typing.

i miss having my babies ard me.

i miss having ppl to talk to.

now i dun even noe who to turn to, dun even have a number in my head which i can call or sms.

since when have i become alone.

this is really a very very bad night.

cindy.

Random thoughts at night

2011-02-14T01:11:00.001+08:00

Its valentine's day!!!! Omg!!
Last yr V day was also cny day.
This yr, duno y, feeling of loneliness hits really hard..LOL!
i mean not to come here and post emo stuff and make myself miserable..but i think its more like, i kinda given up in believing i will find the one for me.
Duno since when, but i have started to stop believing in love. Alot of ppl ard have found their partner recently, sometimes i wonder will i truely find the one..
Ppl come tell me time is not gna wait for me. But wat i think is, im too tired to go search for tht one person. Becuz usually nth comes out of it.
For now, i will just enjoy my V day myself.HAHA! enjoy the days peeps! Feel loved. (:

Rants

2011-02-10T00:14:00.001+08:00

Srsly speaking, this week has been like hell. 3 tests in 2 days?! And i tot submission for uarts was this week, so i chionged like mad for the pass few days, in the end thr was extention. So i chionged for nth?
The coming tests, well i think i can only blame myself, kip nvr study, nvr pay attention in class...now when test comes realise evryth oso duno...this sem i have been really really slacked..sleeping late at night, sleeping in classes, total slacker mood. Sometimes i wish i have the ganchiong spider characteristics, at least then i will push myself....
Nth has been gg well lately, i even lost my thumbdrive..with all of my projects inside and no backup copy......only lucky thing is submissions are all over, and those impt doxs can still be retrieved frm email, BUT STILLLLLLLL........
as for dance, well, lately the passion has not been as much as before, fading away agn? I duno..mayb its becuz of all the problems with.........im beginning to be more n more of a loner..no mood to entertain ppl anymore? Cuz at the end of the day also is i get hurt.... Straying further and further frm my class....no sense of belongingness anywhr. Even the best of friends can hurt me...mayb is i paranoid, i duno....mayb all the problems lies with me..........

Cindy

2011-01-16T22:33:00.004+08:00

dance.

so TPDE GEMS 6 is coming up. and we are preparing.

i got into one item.happy because i got it, but i cnt help but feel a little disappointed.

i mean, i will feel like i am not good enuf, not good enuf for more than one item.

but then agn, wat's the use of sitting down and mope all day? someone told me this:

"but its wad you do when you are upset that makes you a better dancer, you can sit there and cry all you wan and nt do a thing, or you could pick yourself back up and train, and come back harder, you choose(: "

feels like a big slp in the face, but its god damn true.

on the very same night, i saw this tweet:

"You can sit down and cry, or you can stand back up and try harder."

both quotes were by 2 different person, under two different situations, but they gave me the same meaning.

another friend said: "To me it doesn't matter how many items i'm performing, its the journey with those that matter."

i guess what im trying to say is that i shud really just shut up and dance,train hard and do my very best, even if its just for that 1 item. i must give my all. dance is someth i love, nvr should let anyth else change that. Improve myself to be better. Cause evryth is in ur mind, change my mindset, change evryth.

cindy(:

2011-01-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ITS 2011!

its fast isn't it? its alrdy 2011, the year im gna turn 18! the shit!

2010 has been pretty awesome.

1st yr in poly, made alot of new frens this year,BHBG, classmates, and of cuz TPDE.

im grateful for the year, besides a few ups and down.

will be looking forward to the brand new year ahead.

its gna be more awesome than the past.

celebrate peeps! GET HIGH!!! DANCE ON!!!!

cindy(:

2010-12-07T16:17:00.004+08:00

its december. End of the year alrdy eh! 2010 really really fly by very fast.

next week is alrdy mid-sem test? and its been SIX WEEKS since school reopen? which means its six weeks since commbased, 6 weeks, almost as long as commbased was. but sumhow, commbased felt alot slower.

December my birthday month.had wonderful celebrations this year.with my beloved BHB family and TPDE people. BHB celebration,simple and sweet,i like super long nvr really sit down with just the 8 of them and htht ler.miss those times. Surprise celebration from TPDE was touching, i really thought they forgot, becuz evryone was so busy that week, with the showcase coming up at training. Felt super happy and blessed to have met all of these really awesome people in my life. Thinking back to last year, alot of things are really diff.im alot more happier this year.(:

anyway,im so not supposed to be blogging now, because mid-sem test is next week and to say the truth, i have not really been working hard for the past half sem.i have seen a few people bucked up this sem,alot more serious and hardworking.which really scares me.damn i should go study now,i must work hard! push up tht GPA.and my only motivation to push thru this week is like the trip to HK nxt week.LOL.

shall really go do work now.time to buck up too!!

cindy.

2010-11-26T22:00:00.004+08:00

i want to scream,shout,or maybe just curl up and die.

fine,its all my fault. im to blame to for everything.

i dun have time to talk to u?

excuse me, i dun even have time for myself to sleep!

there is just so much i can do. im not a robot, im a human.

respect? if i dun have respect for u i wun even bother.

there is just so much i can do.

watever u wan, i alrdy try to do for u.

wat more u expect?

scolding me, screaming, makes u feel better?

i nvr say anyth. keep quiet let u scold.

but srsly, any one in my shoes wun be happy.

and u just keep on going and going.

not that i dun have troubles of my own.

i have enough on my plate for me to handle.

all the troubles,friendship,relationship, i keep to myself so tht u wun worry.

but yet u say all i care about is my friends? tht i am selfish.

monday to friday, i have school!

im not always at home. but who doesn't want go home to rest?

and u complain i always rush u to go home on sundays, ever thought about the fact its that i have my work to do?

u wan me to do well in school. tell me things like dance makes me lose focus.

so i wan to do well to prove u wrong, yet u say i purposely leave things till sunday.

and that i unhappy to go out with u, comparing the time i go out with my friends to the time i go out with u. wat the shit? like that also can compare?

say i treat the house like a hotel.

u think i wan it this way?

fine all is my fault.

all u wan is to control me, that i do to ur bidding.

am i ur puppet? im not. i have a life of my own.

screaming at me to respect u, screaming at me saying that im just a child.

im sorry, im 17. not 3.. u dun even give me basic human respect.

making my life difficult evry single day..evry single fucking day i come home just to face ur naggings,complaints.

suan le..i might as well just disappear.

cindy

2010-11-24T00:29:00.003+08:00

another strange feeling.

it seems as if u are using me.

or maybe its just im sensitive.

know u so long..parts of u i dun like.

but only this year i feel more connected with u.

yet i cnt help but qns myself abt wat u are doing.

still i dun understand.i dun understand alot of ppl ard me.

i dun understand y they do certain things.

puzzling thoughts.

cindy

i need to SCREAM

2010-11-21T01:52:00.006+08:00

haven blogged in ages.
i need some place to rant. here goes...

i know things are ok now, at least the appear to be.
i felt better in aftr all the conflicts stop..becuz i really tot evryth will be back to normal.
sure, evry1 is nice and cool now.
but i cnt help but feel a little.......i duno..like smth is missing.
mayb its just the whole week of not meeting up much.
but the feeling of left out is creeping in..
but i noe thr are still ppl who cares. ppl who will hear me out.
so why am i stil not happy?
the itchy feel? yeah mayb its tht. but mayb its more.
but i have somethings i noe for sure.
i miss u..not as a "crush" kinda miss..
but the kinda of miss tht is "best friend."
i rmb tht we were able to talk..u will hear me out..and it feels good when i have one tht listens.
yeah sure it was before all the weird feelings came in.
i knew i shouldn't have told u anyth tht night.
i kinda regret saying things. but then agn i kinda dun..becuz at least i didn't fell further and harder.
since when has things became...so awkward between us?
i have my other best friends, all my babies..and i am THANKFUL for all of them.really.
but i must say,i still miss u...cuz u were someone i really could talk to.
i wished those feelings nvr came..and although now tht they have faded away..
i have oso lost my "best" friend.
im not gna lie,i really do miss u.
of cuz its juz not only abt u. thr are others i miss too.
all these "missing" ppl made my life for that one month perfect.
minus all the silly "feelings", my life was kinda perfect for that one whole month.
i dun expect much. i just wan my "best buddy" back.
silly much? mayb..im not unhappy with all my frens now, i am, they are wonderful.all of them.
but mayb im not satisfied.call me greedy, but i still cnt help it.
i know u wun see this, but i need to let it out.keep inside..too uncomfortable.
i wan my perfect puzzle.

cindy.

EXPECTATIONS: unprepared and unpredictable.

2010-09-20T23:18:00.004+08:00

i knew this would happen the moment i heard the news.
i prepared for it,like srsly..i duno wat to say.i know this behaviour is selfish.
but then agn,who in this world isn't?
i just nvr expect myself to be bothered by it so much.
is it really me? i duno.
this feeling sucks.
it sucks to feel left out, it sucks to care so much.
history is repeating itself..it goes ard in a cycle..non-stop.
in the mist of other's bliss, i only hope i can touch the edges.
but yet what can i do?
i duno how to start,i duno how to say it out.
is it even possible for me to say it out to them?
screw this.

cindy.

REVIVED!

2010-07-03T22:57:00.009+08:00

BOO YA!!
ok since like nobody ever comes to this blog animore, i shall come here and shout my "secrets"
SO NOW THIS BLOG IS REVIVED!
I WUN CARE WHO COMES/NOT COME ANYMORE,JUST NO MEAN COMMENTS KAE?
haven blogged for lik so freaking long.almost forgot i even had a blog. =.=
poly life has been like really really hectic. projects,test,many many stuffs to deal with.
heng i have alot ppl to pei me along the way. felicia,sharzlynn,BHBgang,dance...etc..
have been chionging alot of projects lately.duno y i suddenly feel like blogging.
blogging sort of reminds me abt the past..sec sch life n stuffs.

i suddenly kinda feel dumb..
i used to be so upset and hurt during my 2nd half of sec 4 yr..
now i came to realise..its actually kinda not worth it yeah..those bitches were juz being mean bitches. srsly? why did i care so much in the past? feels so silly now, juz to let them get to me. they are just a bunch of ppl that nvr cared abt anyone but themselves.those hypocrites.
im glad i came to temasek poly. im glad i made new frens. im glad those hurtful things in the past teached me a lesson. im glad cuz now im not so easily hurt. im glad cuz i noe who i am. im glad becuz i will no longer let any MEAN ppl get to me. im glad cuz i can still con't DANCING.
im glad becuz now im happy.(:

cindy(:

2010-05-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

troubles and emotions are lik these cups.

they build up on top of each other.

with water still in them, lik words left unsaid.

and thr are just more and more coming down.

2010-05-08T13:39:00.002+08:00

i haven updated my blog for ages!!!
so much has happened in thise two weeks..
trip with family to malaysia,
sitian's b'dae celebration,
auditions for tpde,
CCN day!
it was 2 busssyyy n hectic week!
third week of school, starting to get used to poly life.
tutorials and lectures are making me go crazy.
projects tht are coming up is causing me stress, not to mention the test nxt week. =.=
heng i have new my classmates, and my beloved SCARFO mates to make my life better.HAHA!

oyar, me,sharz n huilin went to audition for tpde's modern dance,
and guess wat? WE ALL GOT IN! :D
anyway,ystd's jam n hop was totally crazy and awesome!!
too bad not evryone was thr.
LOL!

big thanks to DANIEL and SHARZ for listening to me and caring abt me. MUACKS!

cindy(:

life @ TP!

2010-04-23T14:01:00.002+08:00

just survived through 1st week of sch..
evrything is so different!
the subjects are so different than wat we are used to.
macroecons is lik the worse.. =.=
classmates are fine..how to sae leh..
i prefer the scarfo peeps bah..
the attitude of the two bunch of ppl are really diff..
in scarfo,we are all crazy and loud,in class..we are more quiet.
i freaking miss SCARFO like crazy.

i'm pissed,i duno y..
mayb i do,
but i just dun want to find spell it out.

cindy.

week 0 + FO outing@ sentosa!!

2010-04-18T16:50:00.005+08:00

OMG!! sch is lik starting tmr! duno to be happy or sad..

i'm fine with sch,new frens,new things..but then the moment i think of exams n test..urgh...):

juz finished with week 0..orientation was fun..we all damn high at stompers..

meet some new class mates..err..they seem nice..but i miss scarfo much more..hahas..

business sch won for the 6 times in a row! highlight of the week!

FO outing with SCARFO @ sentosa ystd.

it was freaking awesome! we had so much fun..4 hours of playing in the water..

dinner at vivocity..so damn memorable..

sometimes i wish we were all one class instead.

last FO outing b4 sch start..evryone all diff class n sch..duno when we will c each other agn.

i will miss scarfo!

must have more outings tgt ok!

i Y SCARFO! :D

cindy(:

TP FOC: S-C-A-R-FO!!!

2010-04-12T00:42:00.003+08:00

(one of the grp photos frm FB.still waiting for full scarfo grp pic.)

came back frm temasek poly's FOC camp ystd..

it was really really fun! NO REGRETS!!

went tgt with the bowenians..

then we all got separated into diff empires..

i was in the empire, SCARFO!!! (sub-empire scara)

onli me n janel was in scara..sharz and meijia was in scafon n scardom.

at 1st it was lik abit down..evryone lik dun dare dun dare play..

but in the end it got really fun.

we worked tgt..we bond tgt.

S-C-A-R-FO FOREVER!!

all the GLs were freaking awesome and funtastic!

even though we were a little not coopoerative,

they still kip a positive attitude..cheers for them all!

saw alot other ex-bowenian GLs thr too, lik,kent,pamela,shermine,farhan-j.. etc..

it was great to make new frens! LOTS OF THEM..

i'm looking forward to life in TP,FO outing & the coming week 0.

SCARFO LOVES!! ^^

i Y scarfo!

FEE FI SCARFO~

SCARFO SCARFO OH LETS GO!!

cindy(:

2010-04-04T22:19:00.007+08:00

chalet with family frm friday to sunday..

motive was to celebrate ah ma's birthday..

it was ok..i guess..bowling,movies,play arcade,mahjong,slp n tv..

playing arcade was fun..running ard between DDR & jukebeat.

didn't slp well for two nights..it was warm,with a noisy fan.

checked out this morning..went to twinnie's hse b4 heading out to meet zien at jurong point.

took the bus in the wrong direction,end up walking to the nxt stop..

tok a super duper long bus trip,finally rched jurong point.

felicia didn't joint us cuz STOMACH FLU came to visit her.

tried to watch the competition which joshua is in the finals. (SBDC)

but.......there were so many ppl thr!

foreign workers oso come n 凑热闹..

squeeze in lik nobody's business...totally cnt c anyth..

went upstairs to watch..caught a few glimpse...but now my leg hurts from tip-toe-ing..

but i think the crew did a pretty good job even though the didn't get into the final two.

eddie's new album..i wan both! pls let it be available in s'pore. >.<

i"m hungry n sleepy.
my leg hurts.
i wan buy many many things.
i wan eddie's album!

cindy(:

2010-03-28T21:27:00.001+08:00

LOVED IT!!!!! ^^

cindy(:

my weekends. (:

2010-03-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIEN! :D

i noe i'm late..cuz was in malaysia.

but still, i hope u enjoyed ur 17th birthday.

went gift-shopping with felicia on friday..hanged in library..

lik finally i found gossip girl!

then headed over to zien's hse on saturday morning to celebrate her b'dae.(:

as for today,went swimming with family..and now i am badly SUNBURNT!

the skin on my face and shoulders are causing me so much pain!! T-T

i love the moon much much more than the sun.

cindy(:

YUKI YAKI!

2010-03-23T23:37:00.003+08:00

ice cream. (:

YukiYaki @ marina sq with felicia & zien.(:

delicious lunch..onli $14.95

totally worth it..

had so much food..

"frying" ice cream was fun.

but too bad they dun taste as good.
more pics are up one FB.

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNIE. (:

my blog is dieing.

my life is boring.

and i wna watch anime.

i'm being moody.

i hate being alone.

cindy(:

Public Performance 2010 [:

2010-03-15T14:02:00.007+08:00

BDC & ms chan.(:

graduated seniors. [:

13 march, Bowen's 3rd public performance.

went back to bowen early in the morning, to catch a free bus ride to NTUC auditorium..

helped out with the girls hair and make up..

it felt so good to be back with the dancers agn..

so long since a saw them..especially the few of us graduated seniors.(:

had lunch n dinner together..

sitting at that place,eating, reminded me so much of our previous public performance in 2008.

thr was a preview (aka full dress rehearsal) at 3pm.

entered the auditorium,memories flooded my mind agn.

watched the performances, realised tht the girls have improved alot..

i'm super proud of the whole dance club..

then during the real performance, we cheered lik some crazy ppl..LOL!

ps: i realise tht edwin has charming eyes w/o his spectacles.

i miss dance.

i Y BDC & Superwack.

cindy(:

work.pissed.tired.frustrated.F***'d up.

2010-03-11T17:06:00.004+08:00

fake height!! i'm taller! xP

basically..we worked on tues as a translator...we thot evrything was fine..

easy-going ppl,free lunch...good pay..

then the nxt morning, wtf?!?!?!?

call last min to tell us client cancelled liao..no nid us liao?!?!?!

we were a paya leba le leh!!

still dare sae u morning then saw sms frm client becuz u were alrdy aslp?!

well, SCREW U!!! irresponsible jerk!

and,the clients? hope u get poor business...

close down ur company..

make wrong orders..and die horribily at the furniture fare.

i wish all of them a miserable time in singapore..

we dun welcome ppl lik u! _l_

so aftr the disastrous news, me and fel had a angry breakfast at mac..

then we headed to watch percy jackson at amkhub..1030am show..

it was an incredible show..percy was G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S!!! loved his blue eyes! ^^

we spent the day being a little siao..cheered us up abit..

then i went home..while fel meet up with joshua..

slpt thru the rest of the aftrnoon..

peaced out..

cindy(:

weekends! :D

2010-03-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

spent the weekend working at kovan and shopping..
htr was JL sales.(:
twinnie jio-ed us...so we went..
but i ma was lik naggin tht i shudn'tspent much..so i end up onli buying a beret from forever21.
twinnie got the black one while i got the white one.

random shots @ JL

we ended up in the kid's section, found some puppets..decided to play with them..tried to make a kallang wave with 4 puppets..whole thing was so funny..HAHAHAHA!

pics frm last weekend...treat frm da-gu at pariss...we found some real cool graffiti on the wall..

my lovely ah'ma!

err..we sort of forced ah'gong to take pic with us..LOL!

bowling @ superbowl.

cindy(:

CHALET! :D

2010-03-03T12:22:00.007+08:00

DAY 1:

meet up at fel's hse b4 we go, finally saw her room..

nice and simple..and i love the poster! HAHAS!

cabbed down to chalet..we were earlier than the rest, so we decided to go bowling 1st.

it was fun! we played lik two games and we went on to play pool..it was fun oso,and my skills improved.^^

headed to chalet to meet the rest..it was lik damn awkward lah..

lik all is 5a1 de..we three feel so extra..kip sit at one corner..

but it was ok aftr awhile lor..played bowling agn with addition of shawn and kevin..they both were pretty good.

then more pool,while the rest go play soccer,or was it bball..

joshua came to join us awhile ltr..and,HE STINKS!!

hahahahahas! even fel's deodorant oso wun help..

in the evening thr was bbq,they took two hours to start the fire!! whil ervin's father onli took 15 mins. =.=

didn't ate much b4 we went home..lols.

camwhore in toilet.
a game of pool!
two siao(s).
this DA SHA GUA!
mahjong ka"s

2nd batch of mahjong peeps.

DAY 2:

the three of us meet up early at amkhub, y?

becuz we were shopping for kevin & joshua's birthday presents!!!

wanted to give them a surprise,cuz their b'daes were coming so want to celebrate tgt..

bought a chocolate cake..and shirts for them..

then cabbed down to chalet agn..taxi fare was horrible.. -.-

they guys weren't in the chalet!! had to wait for one of them to come back to open the door for us.

shijing came back 1st..but it was so funny when we saw him..he's hair was lik....LOLOLOL!!

aftr hiding the cake and all,the rest came back,one aftr another..all the hair oso very very cui.

then we went for even MORE bowling, cuz the guys went swimming and we cnt go..

back to chalet..watched TV, rot..waited for shawn to come back b4 we took out the cake..

more bbq at nite,finally ate my stingray..tho not very fresh..hahas.

then it was home sweet home.(:

cotton on @ amkhub

fel is behind ervin! can u see her?

but i really had fun these two days..

thx evryone for the fun, thx ervin for inviting.(:

i lik hang outs lik these. [:

cindy(:

back to BOWEN + OSCH!!

2010-02-28T11:59:00.001+08:00

ryan,me,ms chan n felicia.(:
me n fel..BACK IN BOWEN.

26_feb: went back to bowen, to c the rehearsals of those preparing for public performance!

and i am so shock when i saw desmond performing with the girls..TOTALLY AWESOME!

he's got guts,very very proud of him.hahas.

will be going back agn nxt friday..hoppe to c more improvements tht could blow me away.(:

27_feb: Oschool trip with felicia and ms chan(:

it was really fun to actually dance agn..for aftr months.

the routine was choreographed using Lady Gaga's "teeth"

we were totally shagged aftr the whole lesson..

very nice routine,wild n fun..but caused my knees to hurt so badly, bruises and wounds..

but it was TOTALLY worth it..

i wan more dance trips!!

cindy(:

2010-02-25T17:18:00.002+08:00

medical check up today!!
freaking mafan can?
take x-ray,wait report.blah.blah.blah.blah..
and the fastest of all? when u pay up.. =.=
i spent the whole aftrnoon thr..waste of my time!

got a confirm job form 9-12 march..as translater.
we decided to cancell the IT fair job,since the translater pays better.
now all we have to do is to go dwn to the office to register..
i hope nth goes wrong..
dun let us bai bai reject job for nth!

ahmei's at camp..and i'm lik so bored now!
urghh!!! SIAN ARHH!!

cindy(:

CNY '10

2010-02-21T22:33:00.006+08:00

me+fel+zien. [:

me n ah le's jie.(:
me and AH LE!!! =D
cousinsssss.....

has been a busy two weeks..

ok..haven touched my com for lik two weeks..

1st was work with fel at anchorvale.

it was kinda slack..3o surveys onli..give us two days.

we basically slacked most of the time..

heng thr was xinghong,jiajun,kunhow n meryl who came to accompany us.(:

then thr was movies with fel n xinghong on 12th.."72 tenants of prosperity."

very nice show...

followed by CNY,reunion dinner @ah'ma de hse..so much food lor..we didn't even finish half.=.=

初一,初二 was spent @ malaysia..gambled a little..eat,and got many angbaos.^^

初三, came out frm malaysia at abt 11am..headed to fel's hse,then to zien's then ervin's...

nice day spent with frens..i lik hanging out lik this.(:

collected more angbaos..played cards..won back my taxi fare.hahas.

初四, got jio by xiangyi to shunxian's hse..and i finally learnt how to play mahjong..

so if anyone wans play nxt time, FIND ME!! :D

rot at home on 初五..

初六, fel and zien came over to my hse, played more mahjong,chit chat,and took many photos.[:

初七,had dinner at TWINNIE"S hse.

kor brought his gf home..i must sae,they two behave lik two KIDS!!!(but they are ard 27 liao)
catch up with twinnie..LOVED her room's new look..espcially the CAT CORNER..^^

then today,went out with family to watch "大兵小将"..

nice show,jackie chan still very cute..but still no change in my attitude towards wang li hong..LOLOL!! i still dun lik him..

so tht was abt all for these two weeks..nxt wil be waiting to work and poly to start.(:

have bought new comics lately..mei,bought {恋爱班长}, and i bought {学院管家}

and i'm lik so addicted to both..hahas..i'm gna be so broke..

shall stop here.will update agn.

i nid a job..

i wna go osch..

i wan more comics.

cindy(:

PAINTING!!

2010-02-06T14:59:00.003+08:00

(more pics up at FB)

felicia came over to my hse ystd. so tht we could work on her small canvas.
we decided to mix n match a few characters of some dolls of a certain brand. xP
at 1st it was scary lah, i so afraid to ruin her canvas..aftr all i'm not a art student.
but towards the end it got better..(:

thx to all the talking all painting..we were kinda late when we rch taka.
so paiseh when go in to the office n evryone waiting for us..
siao agent still nag at us, say wat we nid to be punctual for work.. =.=
yupp so aftr all the briefing and evrything..we went to find fel's mum.
she treated us to hokkaido ice-cream.^^
absolutely tasty green tea flavoured.
went to PS then home aftr.

went to work at kovan today..
short two hours,but i recieved a hong bao!! :D
and guess who woke up to find huangjunxiong n jeanette aw filming at void deck?
ME!! LOL!
both pa n me were kinda of shock to c a grp of ppl thr
i tot some ppl moving hse, but pa tot they were some volunteers. -.-
hahahas..

cindy(:

2010-02-04T11:16:00.005+08:00

job interview with felicia on monday!

went to recruit express @ RafflesPlace..ok i admit..we look lik to lost kids thr..

cnt find the building..forget take visitors pass..blahblahblah..LOL!

the agents have been calling..and they found us a surveyor job..

went down to woodlands for briefing..we two talk talk talk..

end up forgot to count bus-stops and ended up alighting way too early..

we walked down two bus-stops,with no shelter,missed a bus and a cab.. =.=

but in the end,we made it thr!!

and we will be doing the job..surveying ppl at Anchorvale.

will be pairing up with felicia.^^

was suppose to got to ngee ann city to confirm evrything today de..

i woke up,prepared evrything to go out, then the agent called and POSTPONE things to tmr..

lik WTF?!?!

ppl noe slp is lik evrything to me..and then they made me waste it..grrr..

felicia wanted to come down to my hse today de..

but i guessed the thing spoiled her mood too..

so stupid..so evrything is lik pushed to tmr..

hopefully it all goes well...

ps:i got my addidas shoes ler!! :D

cindy(:

2010-01-28T15:10:00.004+08:00

I GOT POSTED TO TEMASEK POLY, HOSPITALITY & TOURISM MANAGEMENT.

yupp tht's my new sch,it's my 2nd choice.
ngee ann the TRM doesn't want me.
hahas..but ok lah..second choice..
let's hope tat it's a good start.

have been job hunting with felicia, hopefully we can get one soon :x

ps: hopefuly we same course not SAME class.

cindy(:

TOOTH FAIRY!

2010-01-25T22:58:00.003+08:00

outing with DANCERS! (:

(onli grp photo of the day,more on FB,kevin the geek too shy to face camera.. =.=)

day out with the dancers, felicia,zien,ervin,shijing,jixiang,johua n kevin..

watched the TOOTH FAIRY..thumbs up!!

super funny, with lotsa good looking ppl, espcially the gf's son <:

had lunch @ ion the swensens..1 for 1 is a very good deal!

some of the guys actually ate two servings..yet still all so skinny..

ice cream is a must at swensens,topless five with two scoops of sticky chewy chocolate!! :D

went shopping at 313 aftr movie..1st time c n wait for guys to shop...

they shop even slower than zien. -.-

3 girls took many photos to pass the time.

headed of to amk to meet family.saw ivana on her way hm. [:

dad's getting a new hp for me n mei!! ^^

ended up in toa payoh to buy..

hahas..but i still got a new hp, way better than old one.

i lik hanging out lik this..let's get tgt more often.(:

cindy(:

ps: its not nice to be sacarstic..and its nvr nice to treat ppl lik dirt. wateva, i dun care.

JUMP!

2010-01-21T12:06:00.003+08:00

watched the movie JUMP with felicia and zien on tuesday.

super great movie..so touching..the passion she had for dance.

the spirit of not giving up..i wna DANCE agn!!

quite long nvr dance ler..the last ime i think was the trip to osch.

went for lunch at Pasta De Wakaru before the movie.

spend some time shopping ard..and i still haven got my shoes yet!!!

will be spending time working on saturday..(i nid money too!)

so cnt go osch,cnt go class outing. -.-

aniwae, shall stop here.nxt time then blog.(:

bye!! :D

cindy(:

2010-01-18T14:30:00.004+08:00

HOUSEWARMING! (17jan)

(the rest are up on facebook, lazy to post :x

ps: sj left early so he's not in the photo.)

housewarming party ystd...fel,zien,ervin,kevin,joshua,jixiang n shijing were my guest.

had FUN..fel showed up the earliest..^^

followed by zien,then the rest.

it started kinda boring i would sae.but it became more fun ltr on..

the guys were really funny.especially kevin n joshua..

cnt stop playing with string curtain..

and kevin loves my soft toys..evrything oso, "it's so soft!!!!"

especially tofu..its dying aftr all the throwing ard.

LOL!! kevin is named the geek of the day!

oyar..and thx evryone for the gifts.

juz to mention, twinnie and fel did a super great job on their drawing..(:

hahas..i hope we could all hang out lik this some other day..

aniway..tat's all for now..

bye!

cindy(:

2010-01-16T16:54:00.003+08:00

i am upset..
reality hits me finally..
wat eva happen?
i tot u'll be thr for me..
but now u're kinda juz treating me lik the way THEY did..
u should noe better than anione else..
it hurts, u noe...

cindy):

2010-01-14T23:44:00.003+08:00

yeah!!
i have FINALLY submitted my JAE form..
pheww..aftr thinking for so long..my decision is made at last.
i think abt 80% of my choices are related to business.LOL!
i just hope tat i can get into my 1st few choices..
future is being decided..hope tat my future looks bright!!

ps: some clarifications, housewarming is on SUNDAY..not saturday..

cindy(:

2010-01-12T12:35:00.003+08:00

hello!
i have received my o lvl results..
wat to sae leh, just thr lor..but i was super surprise and happy with my combine humanities! a great unexpected for me!
but the maths were a little disppointment...
now i duno whr to go oso..tho form A saes i can go into some courses, but the courses de COP are lik lower than my actual score.
quite risky..so many thoughts must be taken into consideration.
scared i will make wrong decision..):
aniway, aftr taking results went to amkhub with felicia and zien..
we treated ourselves to a good meal at new york new york..
super nice dishes..lots of cheese..desert was super awesome..
(i cnt upload the pics..duno y..but they are up on facebook lah.)
i felt lik i was in heaven..HAHAS!
bought a shirt..same as zien n felicia de..
they each bought a dress..
i was so tempted to buy shoes..hahas.
but i have spend alot for the past few weeks ler..
so cnt buy liao..must save $$$$
hahas..
so now it's back to deciding on my future..*yucks*

cindy(:

2010-01-06T22:52:00.002+08:00

RESULTS ARE OUT ON MONDAY!!!!!! ARGHH!!!
so stress..lately a'mei n mummy have keep on reminding me abt it..
i'm so stress tat i even have a dream abt it. damn!
so scared of wat it will be..so scared i will do badly.
the onli things tat take my mind of it is when i watch drama.
let me tell you, hai pai tian xin is damn nice..show is super cute larh!
丑不拉叽香菇头!!
then i was also watching momo love, and yuyi is oso very cute.(:
so yupp..the shows are damn nice!! thumbs up!

ps: housewarming party at 17 jan,1pm. (:

cindy(:

moved to yishun

2010-01-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

i have officially moved to yishun today.
wat to say leh, feelings are weird, not especially happy.
有些东西，不是不喜欢，只是不习惯。
从小时候口中的“新家”，到我大一点时的“家”，到现在我所说的“旧家”。
我，对那个家还是舍不得！！
毕竟住了十年，有一堆的记忆在那里。
怎么会不舍得呢？
the feeling of familiarity is wat i cnt find in yishun.
went back to shunfu to pick up some stuffs, mum cried when she saw the hse.
i had no ans for the qns she asked me, "wun u miss this hse?"
miss? of course i will miss.
sad? is not tat i'm not sad, i sad for a few days ler.
but wat to do? it's not tat i dun lik the new hse..
it's juz not the same..

i miss shunfu.

cindy

2010-01-01T02:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
IT'S 2010!!
a brand new year, a fresh new start!
putting evrything behind, and start evrything anew.(:
so scary to welcome 2010, reminds me of results...yucks!!
but aniwae, i'm wishing evryone a very happy new year, may all ur dreams come true..(:
smiles always and take cares.

cindy(:

ps:anione wan go poly open hse?? pls tell me.thx.(:

last few days in shunfu. D:

2009-12-30T15:00:00.004+08:00

i'm moving to yishun by this sunday..
this week is my last week in shunfu.
so fast..10 years ler..stayed in shunfu for such a long time..
all my childhood memories are thr.
will really miss the familarity of the place.
so i went to jianjie's hse this morning..
i said i WILL go to his hse at least once b4 i moved..HAHA!
it was funny lor..end up going way earlier than we both have expected.
then he went to my hse..
he was afraid of my pa leh..
lik some child lik tat..
my pa really tat scary meh??
i guess it was just awkward bah..
mama sae he haven change tat much..still can recognise him..LOL!
so now i'm in my new hse,new room..tat is just PURPLE!!
evrything is nearly finished..
furnitures will be here tmr..hopefully evrything goes well.(:

cindy(:

2009-12-26T19:19:00.003+08:00

busy.busy.busy.busy.busy!!!!!
so busy lately..over the new house and evrything else..
the new house is like about 45% done??
i duno..i still feel lik thr's lot to be done.
but at least i can see a little of my room design coming to live.
went shopping with twinnie,jesslyn and small mush on thurs.
saw jiamin working..and i receive presents frm twinnie..thanks girl! ^^
and i bought some stuff,
~a pale pink shirt dress
~a red+black dress
~dark blue nail polish
~a gray short cardigan
super happy with all my "zhan li pings"
friday was movie with them agn..watched avatar..
supernice show!! thumbs up!!
then today was work with small mush at kovan and back to new hse.
i just wish tat evrything can speed up..so tat i no nid to do so much cleaning.HAHA~
sharzlynn got a job at thomson plaza..mayb i'll stop by one day..
surprise her!! LOL!
ok, shall stop here i guess..nth much to post abt also..
till nxt time..buaiis!!

cindy(:

2009-12-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

hmms..
so,thr was another osch trip with sharz ystd..had fun..ryan's class.super awesome.
tho my muscles are alrdy aching.i'm really getting rusty..
cnt wait for tmr!!!! and i wun be late agn!! HAHAHAHAS.

so today went on a shopping trip with parents n mei..shopped for lights for my room..
had arguements..lik really silly ones...
but i still got my prefered one..but thr were really other way nicer options..just tat dad is as stubborn as i am..oh well..
the construction of my new hse oso halfway done..haiish..

i miss many many things..
i miss bowen alrdy.
i miss BDC.
i miss the classroom.
i miss PL.
i miss shunfu.
but i certainly dun miss homework and lessons!!! LOLOLOL!!

cindy.

2009-12-17T16:50:00.002+08:00

shall update my blog..
recently went to genting..not a very exciting trip i must sae..
rot most of the time in hotel room with ah'mei..
we decided not to go to the theme park this time..
we think its just a waste of money..go so many times ler..
we ended up going shopping and watching a movie.
lately i've been pretty busy over my new hse..
gna move to yishun in a couple of weeks time..
renovation is half-way done..
i still cnt believe tat i'm moving soon..
thr's gna be so much i miss here..most of my childhood was spend here..
it will be lik leaving a big part of me behind..haiis.
i will miss shunfu..):

cindy

SWEET SIXTEEN! :D

2009-12-01T23:26:00.005+08:00

presents from,xiangyi,shafiq,jonathan,shunxian,jiajun,joslynn,mama n jesslyn.

woohoo!!!!
i'm 16!! hahaas..
so yupp..i'm getting older ler!
went out with xiangyi,shunxian,jonathan,shafiq n jiajun today..
it was fun..thanks all..^^
and thx all for the presents and wishes..
so yupp tat's abt all, i could onli upload this pic..duno wat's wrong with blogger..
the rest are all up on facebook..
once again, thx many for remembering...[:

cindy(:

2009-11-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

OSCHOOL!!!!

trip to osch with sharzleen today!
long sinced i danced..
attended MTV groove class..it was actually ryan's class but he not in today.
but it was still fun..totally took my mind off the troubles..
onli tot abt the steps,rhythm,beat,dance for tat whole one hour..
damn shiok!!! cnt wait for the nxt time i go thr..
talked with sharz today..super long since i have a talk..
tot abt some stuffs..it was really cool..having sumone to talk with..hahas. (:
ok shall end here..
till nxt time!

cindy(:

2009-11-27T23:39:00.003+08:00

ihateitihateitihateitihateitihateitihateitihateit!!

it sucks..it just bloody sucks..waiting jus isn't my game..i really hate myself for being lik this..left out,alone,hurt....i need to wake up!!!

stupid me,only noe how to do this kind of thing..

i wan it to stop!

i wan an answer!
i wan to let go!
i wan it to end!

i wan to be happy!

i wan to c u!

i wan to be free of this feeling!

damn it..

somebody pls stop me..

please......

cindy):

2009-11-25T22:41:00.003+08:00

BOWEN PROM NIGHT 2009. 24th_nov
so ystd was prom night..erm..it was fun..
evry one look so good..mature and different as well..
played many games..the mc was really funny..
got called on stage, courtesy of ms suan..but no hard feelings..evry one is out to play..
so yupp..did a super duper awkward drama scene with jonathan..
then it was back to more games..then disco+photo taking session..took many many photos..which are all up on facebook..lazy to upload here..those who really wan the photos.juz ask frm me..
wanted to upload them this morning..but laptop crashed..took it to bishan for repair..wasted much of my time..
anyway..prom was fun..memorable n enjoyable..i think i was really crazy..go around giving hugs..lols.
might be the last time i see evryone..so it was kinda sad for me as well..haiish..

u noe wat..i dun care too..i mean big deal..i alrdy have enough problems..and ur bloody mood swing juz add oil to the fire..biase jiu shi biase..no other shitty and lousy excuse..i didn't ask for things to be lik this..i was FORCED to become lik this..i'm not the only one at fault, u gotta have some responsibilities too..go through this so many times ler..sae until dun wan sae..no matter wat, that ONE sentence is enough ler..no nid other excuses..
u,u,u,u,u,n U!!!
stop!!! enough..i'm so glad i no nid to ever face u agn..u are lik my nemesis,thinking tat u are all so mighty..u think ppl are juz not as good as u huh? wat makes u so good? all ur actions are juz stupid................and painful..does it brings u joy to c ppl in pain..wat a s*** u are..

cindy(:

2009-11-23T11:11:00.009+08:00

CLASS CHALET '09! (18~20 nov)

ok...super late, update was waiting for the photos..

plus, i had a busy weekend too..

Day 1:

went to meet the class at hougang interchange..was late..

yupp..so aftr waiting for evryone else to arrive, we set off for pasir ris..onli to realise tat we had to wait agn for douheng to arrive and check in..

while waiting, joslynn surprise me with an early birthday present!! the carebear i always wanted."perfect panda" ! thanks girl!! (:

aniway, aftr check in, we slacked a while in the room and went to E!hub...shopped a little for the bbq..then went back agn..jianjie was watching "momo love" on his laptop..watched abit of it..then set off to E!hub agn to watch 2012..awesome show..but was a little to long..and i was cold n hungry. T.T

played murderer with the class aftr dinner..then daddy came to give me n yuting a lift home..

Day 2~3:

went back early in the morning at abt 8plus am, daddy gave me a lift..but had to be this early cuz he needs to go for work..aniwae, came back and join some of them for brkfast..wanted to go back to the chalet to put my things..but the ppl inside just wun open the damn door..wasted abt half an hour b4 the ppl were satisfied to open the door.went to E!hub..saw jolyn's gokusen poster..then we went to the arcade..played DDR with kf.as always..she's the pro..i lost..but it was fun..reminded me of dancing..i kinda became addicted to it in the end..

then the rest went to play pool while me n jiajun was left outside cuz the auntie juz wun let us in even if our b'day is juz weeks away.. T.T

then joslynn,yuting n jonea came to find us..they end up going MIA in kbox..

while we went bowling..and i chipped my nails!!! i mean i'm not lik a spoilt brat tat complains abt nails..but i grew them for quite sumtime b4 they were so long leh...sobbs.

went back to chalet..it was still raining..so we waited till lik abt 6 pm to start fire..terry is the ultimate pro lor!! had the fire started real quick..and the bbq began!!

ate quite alot b4 we started to play water bomb..it was chaos..i was super wet!! from head to toe..lik i juz jumped in the pool..started with only small plastic bags, end up with bottles,cups and even NTUC plastic bags..kna complain by the staffs so we stopped short..went to E!hub agn aftr wash up n evrything..ohh..did i mention that jiawei n ivana came? aftr playing at the arcade..went back to chalet agn...then i tot of somethings upset me alot..so aftr playing rounds of daidi, i went MIA for two hours plus...........

go back into the room at ard 2am, evryone came back..some alrdy slept..

so the rest of us went outside to ton the nite..spend the whole nite playing daidi, snap..juz to kip ourselves awake..then brkfast at mac..terry,jason and janel left for the first bus home..left me,jiawei,jolyn and davis to slowly stroll back to chalet...i was so tired lor..went inside to put my things..saw that donoven had woke up..and tada!! i finally had a place to take a nap..woke up abt two hours ltr..some ppl 7am jiu left ler..the rest of us woke up lik dead ppl..checked out and headed for home..

went home and i passed out for five hours straight..

so this was how this year's chalet went..was fun..makes me miss the class a lot..duno y..i kinda miss bowen..all the times..and many little things tat makes up my life in bowen..

weekend back at grandparents' in malaysia..

went back to malaysia for the weekend..and tadaaa~~~ i had this surprise! they adopted a pet puppy!!!

name? donut!!

he is juz so small and cuddly..super active oso..mayb he was excited to get to play..LOL.

here are some photos of him..^^

so yupp..tat was how my week went..tmr is prom..one of the last times i can c most of the cohort tgt..duno y..it doesn't seem tat appealing to me..

changed my blogsong (ok.not i change de..shijing help me de) but the song is just awesome. i am addicted to it..heard it frm janel..and now i jus cnt stop..

shall update agn..perhaps abt prom..but thr's a dance outing on the day aftr prom..should be quite shagged..not sure if i'm going... :X

cindy(:

2009-11-16T00:55:00.001+08:00

movies with twinnie..
went to cathay to watch "my girlfriend is an agent"
super duper funny show..had fun with twinnie..super long nvr see her le lor..
aniwae..went to take neoprint..stupid neoprint machine..caused many probs..end up nid change to another one..heng no nid pay..hahas..missed out on tp camp..heard tat it was fun..haiish.

cindy(:

2009-11-13T21:48:00.003+08:00

my O's r finally OVER!!!
at last..my freedom agn..
pprs are all over...
now it's juz playtime.
went shopping with rongyong and jiawei today
ver long nvr go shopping ler..
now my feet really hurts..
but it was worth it..i got my prom dress!!!
now all i nid is the right pair of shoes, n some accessories..
nxt week got tp camp..
but i think i'm gna skip it..no one pei me go oso..no point going alone.
my onli motive is the jam n hop..but yeah..clashes with 1st night of class chalet.
so yup, nxt week should be quite busy..i think?
but who cares?? O levels is over over over over over over over OVER!!!!

cindy(:

2009-11-06T14:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!
i am back! MIA for damn long ler..
so basically i'm still not done with all my papers yet.still got two science ppr 1 left.
but the others are all down ler..
i have survived through my worse subjects..so wo mei zai pa de lah!
finally now i can relax abit..
hope the two pprs are over real soon..
then i will finally be free..
oyar..and many apologises lately..
i seem to forget alot of things..especially birthdays..
so sorry to jiawei,weixuan n jason..
i forgot to wish u all happy birthday..paiseh hor..
will make it up de...i guess?
hahas..

cindy(:

2009-10-02T23:50:00.002+08:00

GRADUATION DAY!!!
ok..so the certificate wrote i am supposinly goin to graduate on 31st dec 2009..
but hey, today was exactly wat they cor the graduation ceremony...
yupp...so we are like 24 days left to our o lvl pprs..
damn..i really nid to work hard..
i guess i wun be blogging until the exminations are over..
so yup..til then bah..

cindy(:

2009-09-17T17:37:00.008+08:00

棒棒堂的 MV!!!
enjoy..^^

夏日戀愛--this mv sort of reminds me of their "xia re chu te yan" de mv..a little similiar..but wangzi looked so good in here.

說說--a song writen by wangzi..i love his solo at the ending.

綜藝咖--this song is written by auquan..tok abt being a xie xing..if u look closely,the two lady inside is weilian n xiaoyu..they look totally lik 100% girl..so pretty~~~

我是傳奇--another mv..their this album's no.1 hit..not bad..but not as lovely as the others..

2009-09-09T20:11:00.013+08:00

CIP EXPERIENCE.:D
today i went to "My First School" for my CIP..basically my job was to be there to help out and play with the kids..i made a bunch of new friends today.hahas. super cute lar these kids,i tried my super best to rmb all their names.my assigned class was the K2 class.jolyn took the nursery class.in my class there's
ziwei,weifang,shafica,xiaopei ,aaron,yongqi,
guoxuan,kianyong,bowen,joseph,tanesh, xavier,nigel,christopher,xinli,brandon,aisha,
tiffany,alvis & a guy who calls himself JJ(but not his real name.)
the rest i really dun rmb..T.T..so sorry.
but they were really all very nice..welcomed me warmly.they were pretty hyper too..like forever so happy..can play jiu can ler..took some photos with them.i supposingly only nid to stay till 2pm..but then, they were juz so CUTE! kept asking me when i was going home..whether i will come tmr, or evryday..feel so sad to see their face when i told them i was not coming animore.so i stayed till 5+pm..maybe i will go back to see their graduation.
oyar..for your info,the joseph in my class is actually mr winston chua's son..and his daughter is in jolyn's nursery class..LOL.
here are the photos..

on the way to play ground.

some of the boys.

here's kianyong..

the rest of the class.

some random shot.

another shot.

here's aisha and ziwei.

shafica(at the back) & aisha.

shafica & i.

aisha,shafica & weifang.

cute rite? i was really very 舍不得 when i left..
but i hope i may see them again..hahas..
till here then..bye!

cindy(:

2009-08-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

hello!
basically, with my prelims coming in less than a weeks time..i noe i must really chiong ler. but then..sumhow..i noe i can still mian qiang make it for some subjects..but my both sciences hor..really lik gone case liao..sian i really must BUCK UP ler!!
and aniwae..i went thru el oral and got by my O's cl results in this week. Firstly was the oral..damn..i think i screw up the reading..jus so nervous, i like forgot to pace myself..and the guy examiner was lik.......WTH! heng got the other female cher thr..amde the whole session jus bearable.
and abt my cl results..i got an A1! u bet i was damn happy..so i'm lik so NOT gna retake..unless i'm crazy..and for those who looked down on my cl in the past, here it is..right into ur face..LOLS..

i admit i'm not a perfect person..but if u cnt accept..i really have no choice..my week had been lik hell..i'm nort deaf or blind, i noe wat i going on...but seriously..how long had this been going on? i really duno wat to do. if i sae things out will it be better? i bet not..things dun change easily..i had enough of being treated lik shit...

cindy

2009-08-14T23:10:00.004+08:00

GENTING TRIP_8/9~10/9
DAY 1:
three days of fun..to let me forget all the troubles n stress..
super fun..but the bus trip was..*lols*

aniwae the 1st stop at yong peng. saw this shop selling donuts. grabbed 12 of them..hahas.

ok, so aftr tahaning near 5 hours of non-stop *noise corruption* we finally arrived. checked in. and it was shoppin time.. actually, not tat much of shopping.. more of walking ard and doin nth much. oyar..and according to twinnie, i'm lik as tall as her now..serious arhh? it really makes my day leh. ^^

yar..so here some boliao photos. twinnie took a great photo of ah mei.*shy look and sparkling eyes.* so the two of us decided to imitate her..LOLS..

ok here's a really stupid shot..i think i was really not on my right mind that day..maybe the high altitudes sickness bah..hahahas.

another of my favourite shot..see? its me and ah gong..i got do my duty to take care of him ok..

super funny one..this guy name was chun li.aka a street fighter. so twinnie did a little editing.

left: before.

right: after.

*charlie's angel* shot.. the ones that make ur leg look longer..LOL

merlion?! it was an restaurant..serving s'pore food buffet style. so i was alrdy aiming at it..promise myself that i must dine here tmr..wan c how they cook s'pore food..plus,i kinda felt weird to not be in my country for her b'day..so its to make myself feel better. :x

what are we waiting for? my legs are tired.

big family shot w/o twinnie cuz she's the photographer.

my LOVELY ah ma! ain't she cute? ^^

ahha! snap shot of ah gong! usually he really hates the camera..but this time he took pic with me! and he even SMILED! god! i'm so gna frame this up!

err..funny uncle shot! LOLS

so me and my mei are not really big fans of durians..

raffles pose... *为国争光* mah! (inside joke.)

so this kinda ended my 1st day..abit wasted..waiting the whole time.

but we still got to go bowling at nite and had a hell lot of fun and laughters.

DAY 2:

start of day two..
ahma n ahgong tgt!! =D

ok..so the above shots were not taken in my presence..it was lik 8+am in the morning? i duno..i was still busy in my dreamland..so this photos were taken by twinnie..who waked up early for breakfast n morning stroll with grandparents. i onli woke up at ard 10+am.
so we were suppose to check in into another hotel..a better one..the adults said they want us to wait for them to check in b4 we go theme park ourselves while they go casino..at 1st, they sae they just want to deposit the the bags at lobby..but we waited for till 1:30pm..TIME MANAGEMENT man! adults sumore..tsk..

so in the mean time i decided to be boliao and be the stray person on the streets..

apparently i still haven take my medication...LOLS.

and so we finally went into the theme park!!

flying dragon..ah mei is goint o kill me..i kinda offended her..LOL

(go see twinnie's blog for more details)

another ride..(i forgot the name)

we were waiting for another ride..damn long n slow queue.

i hadn't had my breakfast..so i wanted to eat smth warm..so MAGGIE mee is the solution..

okay! so as promised..we are now inside de s'pore restaurant..

my weakest point..desserts..

then this big haze came..lik cnt even c anithink outside..

we didn't went back to the theme park..it was closed thx to the haze..):

so i missed out on certain rides..damned..and while the adults are still stuck at the casino..we went on shopping..till we went back to the hotel.

DAY 3:
nxt morning..me n twinnie coincidentally both wore monkey tees..hahas.

so we were in this shop called bumcity..i decided to buy a wallet i spotted last nite..aftr much concideration i decided to buy..so while waiting for the person to get the wallet..i (once agn w/o my medication), saw this toilet bowl in the shop and took this photo..

siao twinnie with racoon.

we tried to imitate the rabbit's face..according to twinnie..i was the winner..hahas.

twinnie spent RM95 on this two meows..cute rite? actually..ahgong gave us each RM50..to get anithing we lik..but i cnt find anithink i lik..i'm a slow shopper..and the bus is gonna leave in a few hours..so, i didn't spent any..

tho me n ahmei both loved the cats.

then it was home sweet home..and the 6+hours bus ride home..a seriously horrible one..):
but the trip was still a pretty nice one..(:

PS: ** means some inside joke..can ask me personally..not too good to be shared here.

cindy(:

2009-08-07T18:04:00.003+08:00

minhui de birthday bbq..

nvr take much pic..but had hell lot of fun..

truth or dare was super *off limits*..thx to the guys..=.=

cindy(:

2009-08-01T16:26:00.003+08:00

<模范棒棒堂>

end le..officially de tui tang liao..sadd..):

2009-07-31T23:39:00.002+08:00

boo!
ok so i saw this blog post of twinnie's i start to wonder wat i really feared.

~ phasmophobia _ fear of ghosts. (serious de case)
~ altophobia _ fear of heights (minor case)
~ creepy-crawly-phobia _ as suggested..fear of creep crawlies.
~ agliophobia_ fear of pain
~ aichmophobia_fear of needles or pointed objects.

i think tat should be all for now..totally do not want to list animore..some ppl likes to use ppl's weakness for their joy..freakingly..i realise thr's alot tat i fear..but sum are jus too personal..and,sadly,none of them has been conquered..T.T

cindy(:

2009-07-24T22:06:00.013+08:00

RACIAL HARMONY DAY 2009!
basically i'm here to update abt my life recently..nothing much..onli more tests n tests.one aftr another..T.T
so there was racial harmony day on the 22 july(which was also shafiq n sijie de b'days.)..pretty fun day..woke up at 5am to go to mdm padma's hse at 6am to let her help us wear the sari..seriously very tiring for a person who nids alot of slp lik me.
then cab-ed down to sch as we were running late..met some sibei guai lan taxi drivers.
took a hell lot of photos..almost the whole class wore ethnic costumes..mayb becuz it's out last yr? hahas..
took pics with many many ppl..really very fun. n we finally got assembly lik aftr so long. hahas.

aniwae..our class recently had this game.."Angels n Mortals" aka "Guardian Angels"
game rules: guard a person (in other words, be nice) for a period of time. dun let the person noe who u are..
damn funny..i was being many ppl's messenger..so much fun to c each other guessing their angels..brought me lots of laughters..
oyar..i received candies frm my angel for two days straight..i wonder who he/she is..but THANKS! ..do tell me who u r aftr one week tho..but for now..i rather u kip it a secret.(:

alrite..here are the photos.enjoy:

4E2'09

Dance members

2E3'07 (reunion??)

cindy(:

2009-07-07T19:49:00.001+08:00

Lollipop棒棒堂-我是傳奇MV「I am Legend」

2009-07-03T20:38:00.005+08:00

TBG CONCERT!

the best concert ever.

ryan n BDC

woohoo! c the above pic?

my fav of the nite..

aniwae..abt the concert..(i noe my post is lik a week late..)

but it was damn cool larh! dopest concert..really a big eye opener..saw so many dance crew..so many diff type of dance..opening was cool mint..japan dance team..girls of onli 11 to 13 yrs of age but strength n energy was super awesome..

then thr was some lik floor technique crew..super nice moves they got flips and all..define gravity..hahas..thr's also pink dollars..guys doin super sexy moves..my respects go out to them!

nxt was some other team..5+5 frm china..all lik fake ppl..inhuman bodies..ohh..n taiwan's freaky klownz was thr too..damn nice..

but the best of all..OCREW'S item..32 mins none stop dancing..own all the others..the best moment was their time when they did MICHEAL JACKSON'S dance..S-U-P-E-R D-U-P-E-R D-O-P-E!

but pity ryan didn't perform..mayb he still haven recover frm his spine injury..but we still met up with him..n we got a picture..^^

the concert lasted for ard three hours..i scream lik siao..onli $10 aftr subsidy..worth it lor..

i think i will not miss the one nxt yr..hahas..

some pics taken with the BDC girls.

i really had alot of fun!!!

me n zien.

me n yanting.

keith.me.edwin.

me n sharz.

zilian-in in the toilet.

stars of the nite..Ocrew.

cindy(:

2009-06-25T11:34:00.010+08:00

TRIP TO BATU PAHAT.
before going in, i brought ah'gong to amk de polyclinic for his blood test..the worse thing is..we spend half the time.waiting.waiting.n waiting...registering nid to wait..blood test nid to wait..thr was this damn long queue..(i thing they put all blood tests on that day)..and the whole blood test process took onli less than 10 mins..and we have to wait lik half an hour for it..the fastest process of all was when we paid money..kao..less then 5 mins..=.=
then we went for breakfast..suddenly...
i saw this bunch of ppl who looked awfully familiar..bowen ppl!! then i rmb they had CIP that day...lols.

then it was the road trip to batu pahat...surprisingly...thr was lik NO jam!! miracle sia!
two very mean person tried to freak me throughout the trip..none other than fang n twinnie..(for more info,go read twinnie's blog..) oyar..then i felt very bad for not letting fang get into the same car as us...DAMN SRY GIRL...i still love u de ok..
so dagu passed me two punk bracelet that i ordered..onli for S$6..great deal sia..
then it was continuous crapping and more sleeping in the car..

so finally abt 1.5 hours ltr..we finally rched the hotel..checked in...more slacking in the room..then it was shopping time!! of cuz i was lik damn hungry..n i cnt shop on an empty stomach..so we went for dinner...we all had diff taste..so some went to eat at the hongkong cafe..while we had sushi..

look at this..this cute drink(actually jus apple juice) cost abt RM6..

but it was so cute..so i cnt help but to order it..>.<

caught in action..

forever de lor..take picture..always got ppl behind..(背后灵)

then at the shopping mall..thr was this bug on the floor..when thr was this big bread sale going on...i dun really think bread n bug goes tgt..freaking gross..tho..it end up dieing miserably..kna squashed by all those legs wanting to buy the bread..eww..

the way back to the hotel..i boliao so i took twinnie's meow..put on a cap..and TADA~

u get a punk meow meow..(tho i was still thinking of the bubbly bath i wna get back at the hotel..)

DAY 2:

early in the morning..breakfast..check out..

then it was shopping agn..

lunch was at this restaurant named boston..damn cool place..super good food..

i liked their design..the cages..so creative..

this was the best photo! ah'gong smiled for the camera!! another wonderful miracle..

i LOVE this photo..

so at the same night we came back to singapore..i really didn't buy much..regret sia..

nvm..i'm saving for my nxt trip..i wun go easy on my wallet nxt time.. :<

cindy(:

T-rex's short hands.

2009-06-24T12:22:00.003+08:00

funny e-mail that twinnie send me..

we were toking abt T-rex's short hands..

then she told me abt this e-mail..

poor T-rex with such short hands..

ok..so long nvr update..

my holidays are practically boring..

except last weekend..

when to batu pahat with family..

pure shopping trip..but i didn't buy much..

cuz oso duno wat to buy..T.T

b4 that was father's day n my pa's birthday..

both in the same week..so gave one present instead of two..

but juz increase the price of the present..

now i'm broke!!!

how am i gna buy my lollipop album n feilunhai's book???

ps: twinnie..pls upload the photos..i wan grab..>.<

oyar..

TBG CONCERT is this weekend!!!!

i'm so looking forward to it!!

cindy(:

2009-06-10T21:32:00.004+08:00

我最近真的没什么心情...

试了一次, 又一次, 我, 真的累了..

虽然事情没我想的糟糕...

表面上也看起来没什么..

可是, 在我心里, 我知道, 也感觉得到,

有些东西变了.....

想改也改不回了..

我真的不知该怎么做....

有时候我问自己, 做人为什么要这么累

可是..就算我表面上是多么的坚强..

但, 在外壳下的我, 还是会受伤, 会痛的..

我真的累了..

2009-06-10T17:48:00.002+08:00

NO MORE LESSONS LER!! finally...

finally no more going back for lessons..can slp late late ler..

dined at hougang mall de cafe cartel with e2 de ppl.

then went home..

so yupp..lately oso nth to post..

here are the photos..

oyar..

I MISS DANCE..):

i wan dance.

i wan outing with dancers!

cindy(:

2009-06-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Ivana.(:

congratz..u're 16 ler!!

yupps..aftr oral went to kovan n dine at pizza hut..

hahas..i had fun larh..

grp photo!

look..here's the BOSS!

cindy(:

2009-05-25T20:12:00.008+08:00

I Y DANCE !

i love BDC N SUPERWACK!

todae is the annual farewell party of bowen dance..
just that i was the one of the seniors they were biding their goodbyes to..
i never really thought this day would come..
it confirmed to me that i am really leaving ler..
the party today was awesome..i could tell the dancers put in effort to organise it..
thanks u all..(:

here's my message to u all:
fours years ler..
i nvr thought this day would come so quickly..
i still rmb the 1st i joined dance..it changed my life..
i can proudly sae that i nvr dreaded going to most of the dance trainings..
the sense of belonging i had for this dance club did not grew overnite..
it accumulates over time..
words can nvr express all the gratitudes i have for the dancers..
throughout all my time in dance..i enjoyed evry performance..
like i said to todae..u all became a IMPORTANT PART of my life..
especially this year..we've been through thicks n thins together..
these are memories i will nvr forget..n will nvr be able to forget.
u all must continue to live up to the name of bowen dance k?
and the boys...
even though i dun really noe some of u guys..
but we are still frm bowen dance rite?
even though we rarely perform together...except for cca open hse..
to the graduating ppl,
next time..even if we graduated..we must not forget each other k?
anione of u can just call up each other one day n we all go out dance tgt..
cuz we are just a bunch of ppl who love to dance..
lastly, to miss chan(s),
thank u so much for being thr with us..
u really are the world's best "mum"..^^

I LOVE U ALL!!

grp photos:

the Bboys:

my beloved BDCs:

cindy(:

2009-05-23T10:53:00.006+08:00

last night,

i went to watch the A MIDSUMMER"S NIGHT DREAMS play..

quite interesting..it was really very funny..no wonder its a comedy..

many many times better than our text..

hahas..here are the photos..

TXY ^2 (:

kunhow n me..xP
me n kajie! (:
me n kajie agn..he looks better w/o the jacket. :x
kangsoon n me.(:
me n issac..(:

xy n minhui.

me n xiangyi once more.(:

me,xy n rongyong :D

me n donoven[: (idk y the pic lik kna cut,sry)

me n jiawei ^^

ivana n me..*combo of black n whites* [:

one more time..me n jiawei (:

xy n kajie.

me n kuangjun. (ain't he jus adorable?) :x sijie n me! ^^

me n janel :D

joslynn n me!! (:

me n ivana agn.. ^^

me n minhui! :D

there should be sum other photos with the others..

will post as soon as i get them.(:

cindy(:

2009-05-17T21:31:00.001+08:00

my sis de new pet...

nice name rite?

i laughed the whole day..

2009-05-17T16:48:00.002+08:00

i cancelled my surgery..

i admit..i too chicken for it..

decided not to go...since cut bu cut ye wu suo wei..

jiu bu cut ler..

hahas..

2009-05-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

i wna sae two simple thing.

I MISS DANCE!!

MYE is finally over..

ok..so today was the last two ppr..

haiis..it was both killer papers..

padma's face kip appearing in my face throughout the ppr..

i already can imagine how angry she'll be at me..hahas.

i think i'm gna flunk...

wateva..it's over n i dun wan think abt it..

so mye is over..

cuming nxt is cl Os ppr in june..

sians..

i miss DANCE..

i miss the intensity before any performance..

i miss sweating..(i noe it sounds weird)

i miss the breathlessness aftr each training..

i miss how good i fell aftr evry dance...

i miss the times with evryone..

i miss learning new steps..

i miss getting excited over getting new steps..

i miss stretching..

i miss evrything...including the non-dance times.

the ten "i misses.."

cindy(:

2009-05-08T16:35:00.002+08:00

screw my freaking life..

evrything sux..

i lost so much...

i cnt gain it back..

i WANT them back..but it's not easy..

one tiny mistake..caused evrything..

wat ever i build up..wat evr i used to have..

i duno if anione ever even realises..

it hurts so badly when i see evryone so happy..

but yet..i'm in my own world..

now i'm the left out one...

but i guess thr's nth i can sae..

i cnt go back in time..and change..

even if i really did..

i might just end up doin the same thing all over agn..

watever..it just simply sux..):

2009-04-25T14:34:00.005+08:00

this week had been busy..
so many tests..SYF closure..netball inter-class..
but i still managed to enjoy myself..
on wednesday de netball inter-class..played two out of 3 games..
our class got THIRD!! congratz..
went shopping for *somethings* with huilin,felicia,zien and roxabel on fri..
and the most fun part of the week...
running ard chasing keith and edwin on wed..
these two little rascals..rmb how i said u can nvr stop laughing with them ard?
i add on...u can nvr stop sweating as well..
seriously sia..they super duper active..they took felicia/sharz de things and run away..
it was war..but end or it, we won..
in order to get keith's baobei watch back..
the 2 of them had to do this:

SUPER CUTE rite?
"cindy jie jie, PLOX!"
they made my day once agn..^^

cindy(:

2009-04-18T16:27:00.005+08:00

16 APRIL.

SYF journey has ended..
i duno whether i shld be happy or sad..it's all mixed up.
we reported to sch at 6am..did make up and hair..had a few runs in the hall.
then it was to UCC..ryan prayed for us..super nice..
it came our turn..waiting at the backstage..i was nervous..
we did our best..the atmosphere..evrything was perfect..
ryan came to us when we ended..
we told him..no regrets..he oso think tat we did great..
had lunch then took photos..
went back to sch, wash up then we headed to AMKhub for movie.
watched "Handsome Suit"..super funny..
then we went back to sch for the results..
we sat on the canteen's platform while waiting for ms chan to cum back..
played Concentration to pass time..but seriously, i cnt concentrate..
all i could think abt was the results..
ms chan came back,
she said:" wat do you think u all got?"
moments ltr,
"in our hearts,its a gold, but it's silver.."
we all burst out crying..
i saw them all cry..tried to hold back my tears..but..
i really cnt control..
the disappointment was thr..
but i cried really becuz it was the last time i'm gna be dancing with this girls.
it's the last choreo ryan is gna do for us..
went home aftr tat..
the nxt day..when i hear the song "slow me down"
i duno y..but i cried agn..
it brought back all the memories..all the times with the girls..
all just came together and i couldn't hold it.
i think i really shocked alot ppl at tat time.
especially issac..i think i really shocked him when he received my call..
super sorry for scaring u..and thanks many for being thr..

thinking back..this journey of SYF..i learnt alot..
i spent some of my best moments in life with this girls..
i will really miss them..we still have one more week tgt..
so yupp..
BDC girls...u all have a very impt place in my heart..thx for all the times tgt..
i really really LOVE u all..

MS CHAN,
thank you so much for being with us the whole time..
we really apprieciate it..
u are really the best teacher anyone would wish for..

MR RYAN,
i really enjoyed doing all ur choreo..all of them.
it has really been a great time to do ur choreo for four yrs.
we will miss u alot..dun forget us..

and lastly..
thanks evryone who supported us..
we did our best..

18 april..
speech day is today..
erm..ya..i was doin backstage..thanks minhui for pei'in me
first experience..cuz normally i will be doin the "front stage" jobs.
the SUPERWACK did their dance today..
i got support them de ok...
then went to bubbletea shop with keith,edwin n desmond..
they super cute can...
keith tot i was emoin..maybe onli a little..
but they really made my day..hang out with them really cnt stop laughing de..
they want to go for breakdancing with the rest of the bboys...
was really tempted to go with them..
but i didn't..cuz got ppl i duno de..
sumore i dun breakdance lor.
so i went home..
that's all for today..
nxt week got SYF closure..

cindy(:

2009-04-15T20:31:00.002+08:00

SYF is TMR!!
ok..syf is tmr ler..
i will do my best de!!
its my last chance ler..so,
ALL THE BEST!!